How you all doing? I hope you have had an amazing time since I last posted on this blog - something I know I need to get better at. Anyhow, I wanted to do a part 2 to 'Expectations vs Reality' as I loved making the last post of this and laughing at how much of a fail I am.

I honestly have no shame and everyone always asks if I get embarrassed at things. I do get embarrassed however, I think embracing it is the best thing to do as if not, I would be crying for eternity. Therefore, without further or do, I would like to present to you - 'Expectations vs Reality pt 2'.

In England we literally have 5 seconds of summer - something I believed the boys of 5sos used as inspiration for their name.

1. CONFIDENCE. Remember that you look amazing in whatever you wear - no one is going to notice a bit of skin with stretch marks on, if you are running around having a good time. 
2. LAUGH. It doesn't matter if  you don't like your laugh - who's going to stop you from enjoying yourself. I have had numerous people tell me that I should change my laugh however I simply wont as that is just me.
3. SUNGLASSES. Brilliant tool to use for checking out boys with them having no clue if you are doing so :) 
4. WATER. Simple. Drink loads and it will make you feel 10x better
5. CHILL. 'Just relax, say goodbye to the rain' - Jamie McDell lyrics. (She is one of the only varified people to follow me on twitter oh and Conor Maynard haha) As I said just relax, stop stressing for a while. 

This time last week, I was enjoying my last full day on the south coat of 'sunny' England. I was having a great time as per usual. I took this time to relax and think though things - making me feel so much better about myself and help me start to see what type of person I would like to become.

As my family and I, took a long walk along our favourite natural beach, I came to the conclusion that this was living. I was living and so happy for that. I was with some of my best friends and people that I love.

Once we had reached the middle beach, grabbed a coffee (for my dad) and of course a famous 99' for my sister and I - we set off once again. Whilst walking down the beach I couldn't help but notice the footsteps by the shoreline.

As I sit on my caravan balcony, in Swanage - Dorset. I stop and think to myself, 'we don't know how lucky we are'. Even siting here typing away on my laptop makes me feel slightly guilty of the fact that I should be reading or sunbathing - not any type of technology. Never the less, I am and for that I am very grateful. They was I can look out into the distanced and see rolling hills as well as having beach being only 5 minute walk away from me - it is mind blowing... I can also hear that the sheep know its feeding time.