The story begins in the toilet. 

As my friend and I messed around trying to find the right lighting for a perfect selfie, I nearly shat myself as two girls entered. My laughter and embarrassment was soon replaced with concern - with the shorter of the two girls saying, 'Come on don't cry. Do you need to be sick? Sit in there but don't lock the door.'

I immediately thought her taller friend was just really drunk but as the girl then looked stressed and in a flustered state herself, I asked if she was alright. She, to my surprise, practically said that she wasn't but that she wouldn't show her drunk friend that. Openly explaining what had happened,  I was in disgust. The drunken girl was out with her (then) boyfriend, 'treated' to drinks by the guy - getting her really drunk, he then dumped her and left them with the bill. I quickly offered the woman some money, wanting to help in some way and knowing full well that drinks don't come cheap. She swiftly declined by saying that as a teenager, I shouldn't. As we left the toilets, I was left in shock.

The moral of this story is try and not let your friends date idiots and that if you cannot find good people in the world, be one. I was left with the thought that treating others well comes free but finding someone who will deliver this back is another thing. Over my short time alive, I have grown to realise that living for the needs of others isn't something you should always do. By this, I mean that, if what you are doing doesn't make you happy or will help in the long run, you shouldn't be doing it. It is the initial idea that you should surround yourself with amazing positive people, who will strengthen you and help create the good moments in life.

ft my beautiful girls x

Hope you have had a nice weekend. 

Anna X 

Sitting on my bedroom floor, I was upset. Unhappy. The chooses I have made over the past couple of years, made me so confused. I was angry. Angry at myself, Annoyed at the situation. Without going into all of that, it is fair to say that I snapped out of it quickly. 

We have one life. One Shot. 

This doesn't mean that we cannot have those days where we need to cry. We all know that is inevitable and crying does not make one weak it means that we need to let all of our emotions show. You cannot keep in your tears when you body is forcing them out, just like you cannot keep in a laugh and a psychotic snort when something funny happens.  

It means that we should try and take every opportunity to stay happy. If you feel like staying in all day moaping around, you are wasting a day. Don't let yourself do that. Go out. Have fun. Being happy doesn't mean you have to be traveling, meeting Luke Hemmings (even though that would be delightful) or shopping for the latest clothes. It simply means that you do things that make you feel good.

If your are ever feeling like you can't do things...

Think back to all the times you said can't do things or you wouldn't be able to do something.

How many times was that?

6...

12...

24...

I guarantee you it has been more.

(ohooohh I made that rhyme) 

That is not a bad thing. 

It is part of our human nature to say that things are too hard when we have never faced that situation before. OK. Think about the first plane that flew across the Atlantic ocean (history lesson today has hit me philosophically) - The Spirit of St. Louis. 

Do you think that was the first plane ever made? Well No. It wasn't. 

Many attempts before then had failed however due to the change in economic times in the USA (hello my US friends reading) , they were able to try and try again. Without that change in the economy, working hours and pay, people would not have been able to have a disposable income to spend on leisure and put back into the companies who would then improve the quality of materials etc. to build better planes.

This links in because if we don't have that change (like in the economy etc.) we can't benefit and move on with the times. If we continue to stay upset, angry and confused we can't move on to have fun and be better humans. 

We have one life. One shot and we need to make it a tequila.

(I'm too young to drink but I heard it is epic)

♥

Today I wanted to share with you something that I am obsessed with and that takes up a lot of my time... this being youtube. If you have no idea what youtube is... umm well... umm yeah I think you have been living under a rock :D ... Seriosouly though you need to check it out!

At the moment with nothing much happening that is exciting or needs effort to be put into it YouTube has overrided anything important really. Its a case of 

EAT. SLEEP. YOUTUBE, REPEAT.

That's really bad I know but I don't think I can do much about it... and I'm in no shape to try. I have spoken about my love of YouTubers before on my blog however I wanted to update this with you. I will list the girls in this post and then the boys in another post later this week. The lists are in order of who I watch the most and who I enjoy the most :) 

Jamie's World

Bethany Mota

Tanya Burr

Dolly Bow Bow

SuperWoman

Jamie McDell

Grace Helbig